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Friday, September 14th, 2012

Subject:Dear LJ Folk
Posted by:paradoxxkitty.
Time:11:46 pm.
Mood: calm.
There are many of you here. Some of you I know, some of you I do not know. What I do know though, is that each of you is awesome and unique and the world wouldn't be the same without you. I know some of you may have trouble understanding this, but maybe someday you will. Each of you has a light within you and each of you has the potential to expand that light and make it shine brighter. Never dim your light for any reason, no matter what anyone says. If someone tells you that you must dim your light, it is because they do not know how to make their own light shine brighter. One day something interesting will happen, and when it does, every human will be shining their brightest...it'll be so amazing that they'll be able to see the collective glow from Andromeda, possibly futher. What an amazing sight to see and feel!!

Beautiful humans! Keep being amazing <3

I LOVE YOU!!!!

~The Paradoxx Kitty
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Sunday, April 24th, 2011

Posted by:lola_5555.
Time:12:56 pm.
Dear my soul killer,
               I`m alone for years.....living in misery....

   me,,,
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2010

Posted by:salad_g.
Time:6:59 am.
Dear you,

I'm not sure I love you. I'm sorry.

Signed,
me
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Saturday, March 13th, 2010

Posted by:vaginaexplosion.
Time:3:54 pm.

Dear S

We fight a lot and we always make it through. When we’re happy you make me the happiest person ever. You make me laugh, smile, want to hug you, kiss you, I see your face and I smile, when I see you smile it’s contagious, and sell you to the god damn mob.

Lately you’ve been mad at me. I feel like it’s my fault, since our previous burdens are building up to make it backlash at us. I offer help; I offer what we can do to make it happen less often. You don’t want to try. I feel so sad; you never want to try with me so we can be better for each other. It’s always me who has to improve on things. It’s hard to do it alone you know.

Last night because of this you couldn’t tell me if you still cared for me. It broke my heart, I felt we broken up, and I lost trust in you. Now you’re back, telling me you do care for me, and I just feel like you’re pulling me along for your amusement. Of course I can’t tell you this to your face, you live too far, and if I told you I know what you’d say. Then I’d be by myself.

I love you, I really do. I wish I can tell you, it’s really hard not to until you’re here with me. I just feel so defeated, I’m tired of trying. I’m tired, and I don’t know if I can do this anymore. I’m hate being the one to say I’m sorry when I didn’t do anything, and crying over things I can’t control.

You’re my other part of the puzzle, I would move if I could for you, I’d give you my time and stay with you for the rest of my days, but I just feel like crying.

I feel like love you less than I did a few days ago. I don’t know if we can get over this obstacle.

Some what yours
-V

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Thursday, January 14th, 2010

Posted by:artisamirror.
Time:10:25 pm.
Mood: sad.
Dear unusual boy,

I have decided that I must have hallucinated talking to you yesterday. Maybe my soul was trying to remind me what makes me want to create. Maybe it was some cruel joke from my mind. Either way, I am pretty sure I am just going crazy. You got me excited about something. About some strange kind of openness and draw that I don't get at all. And part of me is hoping that you are real. I am hoping I haven't completely lost my mind. You set me in weird motion all day. I couldn't think right. I was thinking about things you said, things you didn't say.

I want to ask you what you use for inspiration? If you like Pablo Neruda or Lord Byron. What is in your play list right now. If you get lost in thoughts. But I couldn't. I should have kept talking. I feel silly for giving you my number. I feel even worse because you didn't call.

I have no idea what to say. I always have words. I am quiet but I keep them in my mind. And now it feels as though you have stolen them.

So unreal boy, I am letting all of this go until I hear from you again and have to question my sanity a second time.

You may be the strangest thing that has happened to me in a while. You remind me of someone who tastes of coffee and honey, who smells of earth and spice and sadness. Someone I don't talk about, but I write about.

Left Wondering,

M
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Wednesday, December 16th, 2009

Posted by:artisamirror.
Time:4:28 pm.
I know it's been days, it feels like weeks and my body craves you as though it's been months. I can hear your voice in the smallest things. I know it won't be long till I see you again, but there is still a longing that I find inescapable. I have been dreaming of you darling, the feel of your fingers ghosting across my skin, the softness of your lips on mine. The press of your palm to the hollow of my back, your nails dragging along my skin. I crave you, dear, with every ounce of who I am I crave you.

It's 6am. The third time this week I woke flushed and breathing ragged from dreams of you. Sometimes, I think between the two of us, we could begin the resurgence of written letters. I will assume that you've notices that I put a small drop of violet on each one, so you can remember the smell of my skin, it's not perfect, but it's something. Dreams, I was going to tell you my dream. I haven't been trying to hide them, but at the same time I haven't wanted to discuss them either. However, considering how much you've penetrated the dreams I have been having, I should be telling you.

Maybe not, when I think about it, I want you to hear the tone of my voice, and the soft shake that just the thought of you brings, or the memory of you. I don't know which is more potent right now.

I don't want this to end, I feel that I could be writing to you all day, but instead, I have to get back to real life. I will write you again very soon. But in the meantime, I will be laying in bed reading all the things that make me think of you.

Ever
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Sunday, December 13th, 2009

Posted by:zeto.
Time:8:33 am.
Dear E,


I think you are so utterly beautiful. I look forward to work because you will be there.

I want to be able to make you smile, make you laugh. I want to be the one to make you happy. I want to be the one you seek out, the one you talk to.

If I have even the slightest chance in hell, I want it.


Yours,
Z
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Thursday, December 10th, 2009

Posted by:artisamirror.
Time:10:52 pm.
Dearest,

I have been waiting for you to see that I am right here.


I don't think you know how much it bothers me that you only want me when it seems I want someone else.

You need to make up your mind, before I do.

Because as much as I know I am falling for you, I don't love anyone enough to be second best.

Always,
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Wednesday, October 31st, 2007

Posted by:hannnn.
Time:12:35 pm.
hi
i want to give you a god damn hug because i'm your frind and thats what i'm here for.
L said to me the other day that you'd changed alot and i know ou have. I just allways thought it was for the better.
nothing serious
but now its like now that i'm over you and i have s things are clearer
and i still love you but i wish you would wake up a little bit
plus your best frinds with n now and she hates me
she seriously does
and i've no idea why
she doesn't like e either so i think that the common denominator is you
and you shouldnt be mean to e because you broke up with her
and i would never be mean to you
please realise who loves you
xxxxxxx<3
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Wednesday, October 10th, 2007

Subject:dear thom
Posted by:cupcake_razor.
Time:4:19 pm.
i'm sorry i downloaded your new album for free. that was really cheap of me, but you should know that i am going to buy the quite pricey box set in december.

i want to make presents for you but i don't know where i would send them. i thought about getting a uk id, but i've never been there and have no idea what address to use. can i use yours?

i hope i get to meet  you someday but i'm also terrified that you won't live up to my high expectations.
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Friday, September 28th, 2007

Subject:dear you
Posted by:asdfgsuphjkl.
Time:5:00 pm.
Mood: tired.
Dear YOU,

I am glad we are together.
I wouldnt know what to do without you!
I love you and i miss you terribily!!!!

sincerely,
ME

Dear KS,

sorry i stole your shoes.
i will buy you some other ones!!
Dont yell at me!!
HAHAHA

Dear BS,
Hope i am stillyour BFF??!!
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Monday, September 24th, 2007

Posted by:artisamirror.
Time:12:45 am.
Dear Matt,

You saved my life once. I know you didn't know, but you actually saved me. I miss you, on the inside of my heart. I don't ever think you knew how much I loved you. And I loved you over and over again. It was the kind of love that isn't about anything but knowing who you are. That was the most important thing to me. We really saw each other. I saw so much of who I am in you when we met. But then you were gone and back and gone again. It never really changed. I dream of you, always trying to impart some words of wisdom. Some kind of stop being so hard on yourself, but the wake is more painful than I will admit. I am sorry. I feel like I failed you. Please know that I do love you still.

LoveandWhiskey,

M
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Thursday, September 13th, 2007

Posted by:hadespuppy.
Time:7:07 pm.
This letter was written to me, and for reasons best left unexplored at this juncture, I can't share it with my friends, but just maybe, if I share it with someone, it won't hurt so much anymore. 
My dearest C,
 
It's hard to find words to say. This life is so much different. I feel the restlessness falling back upon me. I've started to realize that I'll always fit into any situation or place, but never perfectly enough to be content. I'm not sleeping anymore at night, and I'm not sure why. I've tried to coax my body into it with beer and meds, nothing seems to work.
 
But I often think of you late at night. I still remember the softness and warmth of your flesh next to mine. It settles my heart for an instance, but it's fleeting. There was something different with you. A calmness. I guess as with all great things it was only a glimpse.
 
You owe me many kisses, a lifetimes worth. I hope you get a chance to repay.
 
-N
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Monday, July 2nd, 2007

Posted by:amberjoy06.
Time:12:42 am.
Dear D,

You win. I've given up on the thought that you will ever like/care/love me, you say you do but your actions tell me a different story. So you win I'm done caring.

Love,

Me
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007

Subject:An Update..
Posted by:purplehaze2.
Time:3:37 pm.
Mood: lethargic.

Only thing better than the first time, is the second..

Ok most of you who are reading this, either A) know this all already about me, or B) dont and think im gay for having a Live Journal.  But its ok because this is more for me, rather than you.  I think this whole idea of Online entries is cool.  Think about it, its like in the olden times when people looked back to find old journals and dairies.  i hope one day when im older, this website is still accesible, this way i can look back and remember who im feeling now.

When you look back on a moment, or a memory i find it hard NOT to be overwhelmed and overcome by the emotions felt at the time.  Im positive that these past 10months are going to stay with me forever, more so, this feeling will be hard to forget. 

On a lighter note, im in the commuter lab right now at Hofstra University, where i go to school.  I'm an engineering major and in about one hour i have my Engineering Drawing class, which i still need to complete the home work for.  i have two tests on friday and im a little nervous for them but im sure ill pull threw.  this weekend should be great though, i'm expecting some visitors from Boston and my best friends are coming home aswell.  So ive got something to work towards to get me threw this week.

Writing these entries reminds me of a girl in high school i used to know.  my best friend katie, is probably laughing to her self right now, because she knows exactly who i am talking about.  She was prob the only Live Journal Entry i ever read, and i never became close with her until after i started reading her thoughts.  When you read someones thoughts like this, you experience their real heart and emotions under a microscope.  

So this is me, under the microscope, go on dissect me.
 

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Monday, February 26th, 2007

Subject:A Letter to My Sister
Posted by:000sundancer000.
Time:12:53 am.
Dear J,
I am writing to tell you that I told M what I told you that he told me which I told him I wouldn't tell, but he told me it was okay if I told you in which I did tell you except he told me the next day he wishes he didn't tell me I could tell you but he didn't call to tell me that because he knew I told him I wouldn't tell... so I told you... and I told him I told you but he told me it was okay.

So now you know he knows you know.

Love your annoying sister who always gets in the middle of things like this,
D
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Thursday, January 4th, 2007

Posted by:ckincaid10.
Time:9:18 pm.

Hey,

We're not too old to be friends. It's impossible for us to have grown apart. You are wonderful and infinitely patient. You know me and you love me. You are imaginary, and you are my best friend.

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Thursday, December 28th, 2006

Subject:Heartbreaker
Posted by:000sundancer000.
Time:12:23 pm.
Dear Heartbreaker,
If love is a game...
we lost.
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Monday, November 20th, 2006

Posted by:nymphaea.
Time:11:18 am.
note to self:
it is no longer fash to be angsty,
you are not fourteen.
get over it.
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